i do it right? lesb confusion #lesbian #date?

well, there is this girl at my football team, im in that team like 5 years and in that 5 year we never get this close (november 2025), ok so its november 2025 and we fight in a trainment so that whole week she was goign to hit me and laughting at me (srry for my bad english), i didnt wanna be like this with her so i got closer to her and she suddently did the same, until one game, 29 november, that day (for me) was very strange, bcs she was very VERY close to me, like very, so i asked my friend what do she thinks and she said that she thinks is bi, i was surpised and scared.
well cristhmas was there and we didint talk or see until 4 january, january went strange bcs there was a lot of visual contact, and we (me) didnt know what to do, bcs i didnt tell this but she looks VERY straight and she has been with 2 boys alr, soooo, but nvm, February was .... bad, nothing happened, like march, but then it goes april, here we had some festivities so we didnt train and play, and when we come back, she was so close, a lot, visual contact, very friends, physical contact, like it seemed like she liked me, and may was the same and more, june the same and a lot more, but it come the tournament in july, and that was so bad, she didnt talk to me in the 4 DAYS, we didnt get close, adn i was so sad, it hit me so much, then it come summer and we didnt see in all the summer, then it comes 14 september (my bday ) and it was the first train, i was so nervious, i thought it will be so bad, but no, it was crazy, very close, at the begging i didnt wanted to talk to her, but later i was like: "its my tm8 why not" (im stupid), the next day we had another train, but well and again a bad situation, and these weeks she has been laughting at me and i decided to stop this adn i hadnt talk to her since 14 september, the situation is very strange adn umdcomfortable, and thats it, ty for read )))