An insane amount of synchronicities.

I have been experiencing an insane amount of synchronicities. I have been thinking about a guy from my past. I met him 10 years ago. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. Even our meeting was a sync. I had been diagnosed with ptsd and I went on tinder and he was a doctor and I realized that he had ptsd too. I couldn’t get him out of my head. I spent months trying. I finally forgot about him when I went on antipsychotics b/c I got diagnosed with schizophrenia. And in 2024. I stopped meds. In January 2026 I started to think about him again. Ironically I think I stopped texting him in January 2016 or December 2016. I went to psychic after psychic aimlessly spending vast amounts of money. I finally found the tarot reader at this theosophy bookstore. She read my mother and ironically shares her birth day one year apart. So…the syncs probably started on May 1st. He told me his feelings were primal. I ran into a truck…primal custom apparel. I took a photo of it. May 5th I ran into primal intelligence then primal kitchen two weeks later. I thought it was weird but whatever. At this time I didn’t know what a sync was. Anyway so the psychic read my mom at a psychic fair…after reading me three weeks prior. I asked her if I should contact him that day and she said no. She told me to contact him 7 days later. The day that I contacted him (May 23rd) I went to the museum…and I ran into my old graphic design professor. And then I saw this girl who had this medal on her neck. I spoke to her. And she said it was the cross of the order or st benedict. I thought I was going crazy. The guys name is Benedict. I decided to google crazy coincidences and ran into syncs. After that I ran into st Benedict 6/7 more times. Benedictine liquor, benediction body oil. I have never run into someone’s name so many times! Products I didn’t know existed…I have heard of the st Benedict medal but had never seen it in person. Especially the first time seeing it the day I texted him? I told my cousins cousin about it. And he told me to buy the st Benedict medal because maybe st Benedict is ready to protect me. My mom had a dream a couple of weeks later that some woman approached us with this number of a guy named Tymu who had been in the military but no longer is and that he would be a good match for me…I didn’t realize it right away but my cousins cousin had sent me the link to buy the st Benedict medal off of Temu and Benedict had been to Afghanistan. I asked my mom if I had told her this and she said no. I went to my psychic and told her this: she told me to buy the medal off of Temu the website. I did. I went back to the psychic because Benedict hadn’t contacted me. She told me to reach out to him on the 24th. I went to her on July 13th. Later that day on July 13th my moms cousin contacted me…to go to the beach. I said sure. July 14th she contacts me that she can’t go because her daughter is due on the 24th. It took me two days to realize this was a sync. I told my therapist. I got the medal July 22nd I went to st Benedict’s church to have it blessed on July 23rd the priest wasn’t there. I got it blessed on July 24th. My moms cousins daughter gave birth to Arielle. I texted Benedict again on the 24th at 9:05pm. I got the medal blessed around 9am that day. This is where it gets crazier. My cousin Angela is born May 23rd. Arielle is born on July 24th. Their names both start with an A. I am from Albania. I live in America. He is from Adelaide, Australia. So many As. I had to look up the spiritual meaning. Apparently it means new beginnings and unity. Angela means Angel or messenger or God. Arielle means God’s lion. Angela is Catholic, Muslim. Arielle is Jewish. July 24th is the feast of St Charbel. He was a hermit later in life and is known to have united Muslims and Christian’s in Lebanon. St Benedict was also a hermit and he is the patron at of students and agricultural workers. Benedict lives on a farm (I think). Other syncs I’ve had…running into 11 people that I knew in less than 5 months. Once on the train as I was posting on reddit about this occurrence happening. also had a sync with a guy who feeds the homeless (Hare Krishna) giving me cake and then forgetting the cake at a bookstand and coming back a day later and having the guy telling me that a homeless woman came and took the cake that I forgot and ate it. I also had syncs with running into people who had been in the same location as I was on the same day. And then I also had syncs one night a cabbie gave me a free cab ride across town and wanted to feed me? Because he thought I was a nice person. And then another couple of days later I was at a restaurant and didn’t have a credit card and couldn’t pay for food so this guy just walks in and offers to pay for me and won’t even accept my money. And then losing and finding things. Rings, jewelry, etc. I seriously thought I was having psychosis. I don’t know what it means…to have soooo many syncs off of one guy! It’s been my best and worst year! I don’t know what to do!