CAN I BE CONSIDERED GAY

I am man who never thought I would have a homosexual sexual encounter. I have been married with no children and lived what would be considered a very straight life. I began to watch Gay porn and began to get very attracted to it. I eventually persuaded my wife to engage in sexual actions with a dildo. That lead to her getting a strap on to engage with me in oral and anal sex. I began to think about have sex with a man--long story made short--engage a man in oral sex in a park. Enjoyed it tremendously and since then I left my wife and have engaged in oral and anal sex with men predominetly in adult book store. Being a Catholic it has been extremely difficult to accept that I am gay, but having had over 40 gay sexual encounters with no sexual encounters with women and wishing not to engage with women-- it is hard to deny I am not gay. This is rather short history of what has transpired in the last tree year of my life concerning trying to establish my sexual identity.