Last night was one of my worst nights ever.... For starters It all started around 6:00 p.m., I went out to eat with my boyfriend and my friend katie. The food made me feel sick (it got me boyfriend sick also).... so we left and went to the store to buy a movie.... well the movie I wanted was $23!!! So I said hellssss NO!! but my bf got a movie for $17 and it was a goooood movie.... but anyways... so we then went to the movie store and rented the movie I originally wanted to buy.... then we dropped my friend Katie off at her house.....
Then we go home to watch the movie... blah blah blah... my other friend KAty comes over... balh blah movie..... then right before Katy leaves I start to feel REALLY sick... she leaves and next thing I know I am having a full blown anxiety attack (it's been almost 6 months since I have had one!
)... THe room started spinning and I lost my breathe and my oxygen level was cut off... so this last for about 5 or so minutes (which is really long for me...) when I finally caught my breathe the rest of the attack lasted about an hour..... so when I finallt calmed down I tried to go to bed but I was so PARANOID from what had just happened that I couldn't sleep...
Finally I fall asleep only to have the LONGEST NIGHTMARE ever... it was so f*cked up!!! and I woke up from that and I was restless the rest of the night (so I prolly got a total of 2 hours of sleep)....
And now I feel like I could have another anxiety attack just because last night freaked me out SOO much... and I don't have my xanax because I haven't had an attack in sooo long!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
[size=7][/size]Ps. Sorry for the rambling
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