comphet crushes

So, I really need help.
I’m a lesbian struggling with comphet.
For most of my life I thought I was straight, but was only attracted to somewhat feminine and emotionally unavailable guys and couldn’t imagine a future with them beside holding hands (an idea of marrying a man had always made me uncomfortable). And when there was a guy confessing to ME I’d always turn him down.
Also, I was always repulsed by men’s bodies and was never sexually attracted to them but was and I currently am to women. (Moreover, when I thought I was straight I was imagining dating my female bff).
At some point, I started to question If I was bi. I had crushes on two girls, they didn’t last long but right now I think they were more genuine then my crushes on men since those were mostly obsessions.
Not a long time ago I’ve read a lesbian masterdoc and the definition of the comphet and realized that I perfectly describes me and my relationship with men and that I might be a lesbian.
But there’s always a voice inside my head telling me that I’m faking everything bc i don’t find EVERY SINGLE woman attractive, have a specific type and currently not looking for a relationship.
But this is a minor problem compared to my comphet. Or maybe this isn’t a comphet and i might be bi after all.
The first time happened about 4 months ago when I realized I started having “feelings” for my male classmate who’s a typical school loud “popular” guy. I’m saying “feelings” because i don’t know how else i can describe it. I would get jealous whenever he was talking to other girls and catching myself imagining scenarios with him (not in romantic way though, just the two of us talking, I wanted his attention). Another reason why I call this “feelings” is bc whenever I was thinking of this person in a romantic way it made me wanna puke. I can’t imagine being in a relationship with a man, including him.
I just ignored whenever I was feeling like this since I was moving away anyways.
I moved to another country and my first school day was two weeks ago. But here I bumped into this problem again. I have “caught feelings” for another popular jerk. I get jealous when he talks to other girls and want his attention but the idea of thinking of him in a romantic way makes me wanna die. I would even describe this as intrusive thoughts since those thoughts randomly pop out in my head. My reaction to them is very negative and I just want for all of it to stop.
What do you guys think? Is this comphet? How can i get rid of it?