@jespah,
Okay maybe I should’ve been more descriptive, I have feelings for him but not crying over him like I can’t live without him. I wouldn’t be upset if I never saw him again because I view him as a friend although I am attracted to him.
I feel guilty for ever putting myself in that position because it’s not the kind of person that I am.. I’ve told him not to leave his wife because it would hurt him in the long run for all the reasons that you’ve stated.
Maybe it came across the wrong way, I slept with him 5 years ago and nothing since sexual/affectionate since.
He can’t stop thinking about me, I don’t want to get too close.