Don’t know how else to say it

I know I’m going to get dogpiled here, but I don’t know where I can go to say how I truly feel about this. It is worth addressing, yet everywhere you go is so super sensitive to discussing real things unfiltered. So I’ll just throw it out there, then I’ll elaborate...

I HATE women.

I’m not gay. I’m very straight. I guess I’m just the ultimate incel.

I think getting to where I’m at now was due to a couple of things. I think it started with my parents. They just didn’t do me any favors. Sheltering me. My parents stayed together, but my dad was 100% workaholic. Played virtually nonexistent role in my development as a man. My dad was/is not a weak, sissy man. He was just not invested emotionally. Mom sheltered and babied me. Looking back, both of them missed so much crucial stuff in my upbringing. So already going into life I had serious social problems.

Women have always been ruthlessly mean to me. I always wondered why women were never easy to talk to, and never acted like they too had an obligation to uphold their part in social interactions, but seem to have this sense of arrogance in their eyes when they looked at me like I wasn’t good enough for them. It’s almost like they had sized me before the interaction had even started and were just treating me like trash because that’s what they evaluated me to be.

But most certainly I have been brutally treated like garbage by women. Humiliated etc... It is so clear looking back I never stood a snowballs chance ever attracting any woman.

But now I couldn’t possibly hold more contempt for them. I HATE women with a fury that burns hotter than the fires of Hell. I’ve lost all attraction to them, and the notion of one of them liking me makes me fuming mad.

It wasn’t until recently via research I came to understand that all of these issues I have with women stems from the fact that “modern women” are far different from women of yesteryear. They have far more control over men, and are far more apt to treat men like dogs. Concepts such as chastity, modesty, being “ladylike”, being sweet/nurturing, preferring family over career, and other things that made women a complimentary companion to men are now eroded. We are in the era of the “empowered woman”, and I can’t even stand to look at them anymore. Talking to them is like pulling teeth for me.

This is something I’m not looking to fix. I have no use for them. I’ve just never really shared these feelings with anybody. I’m almost 30 years old. To this day I’ve never had one girlfriend, and I’m still a kissless virgin. That used to make me suicidally depressed, but now that this bitter hatred of women has set in I am completely averse to the notion of being intimate with them. The very thought enrages me. I get literally enraged at the thought of women liking me. I think women are inherently demonic, hateful, and just all around cringe.