@Lucyloop,
Nobody, but you gives a **** - You are now an energy-vampire, drama queen and have a 'victim-complex'.
'Isaiah Hankel - How to avoid Negative energy' Youtube 5mins long - Stop talking - Start Listening.
Or not - Your choice.
I'll not indulge you again - You exude too much negativity.
So watch the Video & grow.
Have a Lovely Day