With two swords in the neck worth living?

Very well since I was a young, I always tried hard to be a student and exemplary son, but I met a person who seemed to be very good in a church. Soon we related but this person ended up arming for me besides taking what little I had consumed my career and my life to the point of putting me in a scheme where I was incriminated without having never done anything and in return she was free. The biggest problem is not the pain of just being a puppet, this judicial problem brought me threats from dangerous people who did not like this little love I had and now I'm threatened, my only alternative was to look for this person again because I do not have family support . She offered me "protection" but in exchange for getting even worse, there is no police or judge who can help me, these people are simply too dangerous. So I think sooner or later go away. Sorry if something was disconnected I do not have enough English to write something so big, so go to the translator.