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Sat 16 Feb, 2019 02:04 am
Can someone give me feedback on this writing piece I did on my depression? I kind of just wrote it as it was coming out of my head. Just wanted some or any input on it. I didn’t finish it because I guess I was really high from vaping oil that my fried had. I’m just trying to understand more about myself through my writing thoughts so any input is welcomed. Thanks. Here is what I wrote:
This is the most annoying, funny, and active black hole that feels like I’m objectively see myself fall intensely from the inside out. In one of the greatest cities in the world (NYC).While everyone and everything i have ever Come to know is just a figment of my own reality that I have created for myself and I had no idea this is how the world actually ran. This child inside me has input and constantly has the need to feed on other peoples problems as if it wants nothing but attention from others in a way to fill an empty space that was not met during childhood and has now become so confused about everything. Mostly still in shock but mostly afraid now that he has realized he has lost motivation for most things but chooses to be mentally confused with a paradoxical pessimistic outlier look on life. A total complete contradiction, black and white spectrum. I am so fascinated by myself but not in a good way. The kind of way where you look into the mirror and you don’t know who is looking back at you kind of way. Why are you still standing there? Do something for **** sake. Instead of hiding behind your emotions and keeping **** bottled in all the time. But no you continue to sabotage your own independence and also you are not your thoughts. This and what you are writing at this very moment is not you who is writing it. They are just thoughts.