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Thu 20 Dec, 2018 04:46 pm
Guys, I'm desperate... Really desperate... And It's because of an odd reason....
I've always had a great life, family, etc. Basically I've always been happy... However I've always been a worrying-too-much about things kind of person, like when my brother travels, I worry about him getting into accident.
Here's the real problem in a short.. PLEASE GIVE ME A WORD OF ENCOURAGEMENT, I've been depressed as he'll for the last 15 days....I don't know what I'm going to do...
One day as I was working with sharpy things that can easily cut, I pictured out of the blue how that would feel like if I passed that at the head of my penis, scratching it back and forth, and I immediately felt so much 'pain the brain'.... And then i thought to myself, Jesus that would be the worst feeling ever... And my mind went... What if I dont forget about this? And the memory has been with me for over 15 days.. And I'm getting crazy, I try to escape and I can't... That made me totally sad for weeks.... Like really sad, as if I'm never going to be happy again.... Hell..how am I going to know that I am getting better if for that I would remember the bad thoughts again??? I went to doctor and he said I got into a depression and that I was with high anxiety... I just started treatment with Citalopran and another med... Please guys I need a word of encouragement
@Marcelopias,
Talk to your doctor and get the scoop on exactly how long it's supposed to take for your medication to kick in. Of course everyone's different, but there should be some sort of a ballpark idea. And ask about how to cope in the meantime.
And hang in there. A lot of treatments for mental issues take a while. But they are worth it.