In love with 3

Hello all,
Looking for advice. I am going through hell at the moment. I feel like I maybe in love with 3 people, I am currently in a relationship with someone who I love and care about and have been with them for 2 years but I have recently found love for someone else who I can’t seem to stop thinking about. This is where it becomes more complicated as I still love my ex as well I was with them for 4 and a half years and we were soul mates but we drifted apart but stayed close friends, after a while he introduced me to his friend who I quickly became best friends with who I then started to develop feelings for and it gets even more complicated me and my current partner are also best friends with my ex and the new guy. I love them all equally and they all have there pros and cons. It has been months and I still feel the same about all of them. I don’t know what to do I am going to end up hurting 2 of them but I love them all what am I to do?

My ex- we have a strong bond we know each other inside and out we both love each other’s families and we use to think it was fate that we were together. He has told me he still loves me.

My current partner - we live together we have built a life together it’s not always great but what relationship is. I feel like he still needs me and relies on me a lot. There are moments where I think we will be together forever but the strain of me being obviously in love with 2 other people is destroying what we have.

My new love- we’re very similar and want to achieve the same things in life. He has made think differently maybe I want to settle down marriage and kids etc. But does he feel the same should I throw away chance of true happiness with one of the other two.

I honestly feel like the worst person in the world and many of you will think I should only have eyes for one but sometimes you just can’t help how you feel. Has anyone else been in love with more than one person? What would you do?