Am I doing something wrong?

I have been a whore. I have fucked more than 70 guys over this 2 years since I started having sex with men.

but I am actually getting tired of having one night stands, but that doesn't mean I want to have relationship either.

I just want casual cool friends with benefit. and wondering why it is too hard for me to have that. It's either just one night stand or those **** buddies getting tired of having hopes?

When I meet the new guy, I talk about how kinky and pervert I have been, and they quite like it at the moment and then it ends up as 0ne night stand. I was never rejected (Not saying I am looking great just I am alright looking) and even if there s no messages after that I don't get hurt but starting to think if I wasn't good enough or that person just wanted a person for one night.

I had few guys I have been having benefits with, and later on they told me I was never serious and they didn't know what I was thinking. but, seriously? they never mentioned about being serious or brought up the ideas.

I have mixed ethnic background (White/Asian) and have travelled well and speak few languages. I am quite tall 6'1'' and average built, not feminine looking at all. and people have this stereotypes, that I would come out as cute little Asian femboy. You wouldn't understand how funny it is to see in their facial expressions sometimes surprised or overwhelmed. I have met all races but Asians. not that I am a racist, I was never the thing for my own people to be thinking I am attractive unfortunately. I have met Middle Eastern, Latinos, White and Black men. and I get down to the business on the day we meet. I am horny and easy I can say. I have never thought about having a proper date and go home and wishing for next time.

Was I doing something wrong? should I be playing hard to get down to have sex? am I being a whore? if I am, I am still happy with it and proud of myself. but if it s not too wise to be, from now on I would like to play hard card to get if that would be manipulating a guy more than being easy...

what is the better options for me to get casual **** buddies without giving them impression I am just one time thing, but still don't want to be that serious? should I be starting to go see people from like social events or bars? and act like I am quiet and innocent? I am okay with my life now but it is just annoyingly in my mind, and wanting for some advices.