@PUNKEY,
What's happening TODAY that makes you want to re-capture those feelings
Hi, I think you've hit the nail on its head. I was never that curious about him in the past but now my marriage, once very happy, is falling apart and I must work on that.
But I am still curious about that man. I am looking for closure as you said, and I was just wondering if looking at him in a real environment would be like confronting reality and not just a fantasy in my mind that would then vanish (don't know if I am being very clear here). The fact is, I am reconsidering every period in my life at the moment, and sorting things out.
Thank you for your helpful post.