Sarah, you are one of my favourite 'near-enthusiasts'. To quote Cher from 'Moonstruck' "snap out of it!"
(Moonstruck is one of Mrs. cav's favourite movies of all time.)
Personally, I feel that about 90% of what I post here is rubbish, and some would agree, I'm certain, but it's still fun, and it is a community. Go with the flow. :wink: