Such a tough time in school

I call BULL. Your homework may be boring, tedious and a waste of time, but it is NOT challenging. Your post is too well written.

Unfortunately, the price you will have to pay because you don't WANT to do your homework is high. People have shunned you and you will not be able to go to college. I know you hate it, but jump in with two feet and get it over with. It's a price we all have to pay now to earn pay someday.

If you have fallen behind with math ask a teacher at school if there is a tutor. One or more math teachers always tutor and some students do too.

Put yourself first in this. It's for your future.

What level of school are you at?

Not at all well written.

It seems to me that your problem might be that you are afraid your homework will not be up to standard, so you say you didn't even try to do it even though you did. Does your school have a counselor, or someone who can recommend one?

I think you are so afraid of being embarrassed if your work is found to be substandard, that you making excuses for not handing it in.

Well written enough to graduate from high school having completed all your homework. If you only knew how ignorant the average high school student is nowadays.

Reach out to a guidance counselor or teacher to get extra help.

The guidance counselor can help you with your insecurities and fears and your teachers can help you with your school work so you understand it. If you don't speak up to your teachers, they probably assume you don't care so you don't do your homework rather than you don't understand.