I'm so socially awkward that i've become depressed.

I went on a trip to Switzerland with my school, and i met a girl from my school who i literally have never seen before. For a couple days i just had a few really awkward conversations. I also had a 3 or 4 conversations on snapchat which actually went really well. It was just a few back and forths which actually flowed okay.

But when i see her in school i cant even go up to her, she is really shy and i am really shy. She is just so amazing, but i cant even talk too her. I cant even get the courage to text her now.

No words can describe how sad i am. I feel as if no one knows me. When im at school, im not me. I cant express myself as no one understands me. I would do anything for a life where i was popular. Where i wasnt shy. Where i can talk to someone.

-retr0