Are you consciousness? Or an emotion? Your decision.

Desire is an avenue within the emotion, emotion is not a desire.

A desire for ice cream is an emotional craving,
The desire is merely a verbal dress, to communicate this emotion.

A person that is depressed, frightened, etc.
Is a desire for these emotional states,
Otherwise, these emotions wouldn't be.

The verbal claim to the contrary makes no difference.

The mind, almost never tells the truth about what it truly wants.

It always claims to be desiring positive objectives, while it is working hard to achieve the contradiction.

So when I claim that a depressed person wants to be depressed,

It means that he is the depression, and he wants to survive.

Without the person wrongly identifying his living energy, as what the emotion is,

There is no way for the emotion to effectively affect the person.

After the depression becomes the person, through the person's prior identification with resentment to some situation (meaning, after the person became, Mr resentment),
The survival instinct which sustains every identity,
Wants the depression to sustain itself for eternity, so that what the person is (depression), survives the moment and doesn't die.

Now that this is clarified.

If a desire is only a symbol and signal for the emotion behind it, which it represents in a communicative form,

One has to be insane to reject the following true expression,
You are creating your own misery because you want to be troubled,
You are looking for, and creating your own problems.

You want to be troubled is simply the truth of your emotional state, which you yourself claim to be trapped in.

You, refers to the emotion, which is currently the sole existing entity within.

The reason you want to kill this commentator, is not because he is wrong,
But because you, the raging depression is.

What he says exposes your **** and thereby annihilates you (to the extend, this truth is conceived), allowing the ​incorruptible true infant within you, to return as your being, as what you are.

If you analize the gradual drifting away from reality, which begins the moment you react to pain in your life, with denial and resentment.

It will be very evident, that language, words, letters, symbol and sign.

This bullshit utility, that lies and cheats, twists and corrupts life and truth,

Was the means to enable a capacity to hide from reality, and have the term desire create an idol, a living ego, out of an emotion,

With this created delusion constantly blundering in the darkness of insanity, and stumble onto the obstacle (an obstacle for this mental illness only, real beings embrace the very same reality and always find it a treasure, not a nightmare) of reality, causing further drifting, further ego bolstering

Until this state of extreme depression and anxiety, has manifested and established itself.

This particular ego type, the depressive one.

Makes a licking out of your agony, the more trouble it has brought upon you, the more resentment it creates to feed itself on.

It's birth is resentment, and so is it's every sustaining moment.

Resentment is this ego's oxygen.

So the more you play into its vicious game plan,
The more it will punish you for it.

Maybe this will work for you.

In your state of depression,

Instead of saying or thinking, I am depressed.

Phrase it as follows,

I am depression.

This absurd, hilarious and ridiculous lie which cannot be true but has a real truth like impact while believed and treated as truth,
Will likely become too exposed to maintain and sustain.

I mean, until now,
The belief survived through denial and secrecy,
To reveal its existence is too shaming for any being, to keep believing it.

This will allow you to realize the existence of the infant human within you,
The infant that wasn't cursed with language,
Therefore it cannot resent,
Neither can it be depressed.
It accepts pain as is, since it has no ability to deny.
It cannot have an ego.
Even if it could, it wouldn't create one out of every little bit of pain.

With the realization that there is a sense of self, which is not associated with the depressed ego,
Which is actually an appalling contradiction to it,
The survival instinct betrays the ego and returns home to the house of functionality and life backing out on the emotions agenda, laced with horrific dysfunction and stupidity.

Brian the hockey player at 4:11 PM
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