Long distance love

So, I have this issue and I need advice !
I'm French and i was an exchange student in America last year 2015/2016. Met a boy , we were friends from October til the end of my exchange year and started to have feelings for each other around April ( I left on may 31 ) . I kissed him my last night there ! Way to go .. anyway we talked all summer when I was back in France and he said he was in love and that one day he was going to date me . I was depressed all summer that I had leave the place that I wasn't the nicest to him but he stood by my side the whole time .( during the year I found out my French family was moving to America , but to another state) so in august I moved to America with my family and received a package from him with his shirt I stole all year long , and letters he wrote this summer about memories we've made during my exchange year . I ended up going there in September , we saw each other ! Acted like a couple but weren't official, I was scared I had never had a boyfriend before , plus long distance is scary . I went back home in my state and a month later I said alright let's be together . I had to come back in November anyway for a wedding so we were going to see each other . When we saw each other it was amazing ! We spent a week in his apartment a week back in my host family's and his parents village, and a week back in his apartment and it was great ! He is the sweetest ! Coming from a religious family ( not obeying every rules) , he was such a gentlemen. I met his family . Dinner with his brother and wife . The kindest guy ever , the kind of guy that would carry you from the couch to the bed if you fall asleep on his lap ! Cook you breakfast before you wake up . Just the perfect guy !
I left again on November 28 th . But he was coming to see me and to meet my family for New Years . He came and it was great ! And cute and we were just so in love ! And he told me so many times " come live with me " . Anyway in September already I had plannned to come study in the same state as him , but not for him ! Just cause of friends there and host family that I just bonded with so much ! ( so I isolated myself from the world and decided this year in America was about work , and I worked all year in my parents business so I didn't meet new people ! No friends no nothing ) .
Anyway after he left , 20 days later , he broke up with me ! I was devastated, he said he still loved me so much but it was too hard not waking up every morning with me . So we managed to stay friends ,because we said we would try to be together again as soon as I'd move back. But it was hard ! I didn't want anymore friends I had enough in France and in the state of my exchange year ! And it was just different. Less talking, still every single day , but more ignorant, less caring. It was so painful seeing him enjoying life while I was devastated and depressed. So last week ( two months after the break up and faking it was all fine for two months) I asked what he wanted from me and he said he didn't know that his life was far from being figured out and that he didn't know . He didn't want to include anyone in his mess especially me. One guy that used to be his friend , but they hate each other now , told me he's been hanging out with other girls and partying and drinking and that I should just stop talking to him. Being desperate I kinda believed him even though it could be true or not he's single and he can do whatever he wants but I still was mad cause I was staying faithful even tho we aren't dating. I'm not a complicated girl or jealous at all he was really free and happy and didn't feel controlled or trapped at all . He was more protective and jealous than me. Anyway I got mad and said I was suffering. Being his friend was not possible for me , that I knew what I want and wanted from him . And that he should make up his mind quickly cause I'm not gonna wait around for him . He said he was going to see " how it works out " . But the discussion ended by him saying " it's maybe better if we stop talking for a while ". But a week before that I said that I loved him and he said it back , and one of our mutual best friend said to me " he said to me he's going to marry you one day ". So here I am a week later devastated, haven't ate all week, just waiting for a text or for a sign that he misses me . But nothing ! Im going back there for a school interview in two weeks and im lost and i have no idea what to do . I regret starting the fight cause If I would've held on a little bit longer I could just see him soon and just cuddle like we planned to do as " friends" like we used to say the whole time we weren't dating anymore ! I need to know ! I'm going back a whole month in July and moving in September and i need to know does he still love me ? Do I still have a chance ? Do at least miss him ?
Sorry it's long ! Thanks for your answered in advance cause I need help and advice !
Lena