@stevesims,
Steve you are experiencing the same sort of thought-conflict I have harbored for decades tho you express it far more intelligently. Yet in spite of expert denials I detect a persistent uncomfortable feeling that a Paradox still lurks in the dim background
This morn I hope to deliver on my promise of an alternate theory. However my Better Half, who is by the way
far better, has reminded me repeatedly tht my chores suffer from my long bouts on a2k. But I promise, anyhow, it'll be tomorrow
...or at least next week for sure
Meeanwhile if you're at all eager I guess you could search 'dalehileman relativity intuition' or sumthin' like; but don't feel obligated as so far nobody agrees in the slightest