i wasn't begging , i just tried to get her because i know she is not in relation with another person now.
about family: if i want connect with her family i should say to my family! it mean we want to marry! it's not ideal when i don't have home and car ( this is big problems for all guys in iran ).
please note she said i want just give my feeling to who i love ! ( she said in last message ). i though her heart is broke in another relation and something like that!