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Sun 3 Apr, 2016 01:52 pm
I've been bulimarexic (eat as little as possible and purge) for quite a while now. I do it because no other diet works for me, i think I'm fat and this helps me lose weight. I used to self harm but promised my bf i won't cut myself and this gives me the same kind of relive. I am suicidal but also promised him i won't commit suicide, i know that this bulimarexia can kill me and in a way i hope i die coz i get whag i want without him seeing it as "suicide". Should i tell him or would he think I'm just looking for attention?
Never mind your boyfriend. This is your health at stake. If you are not making this up to get attention or sympathy (sorry if you're not, but it does happen on here), you need to get professional help. By this I mean a doctor or counsellor or psychologist. If you are a student you should approach the school nurse or medical advisor. If not, go to your local clinic. This is not something that you can fix by asking random strangers on a web board.
Why don't you do the KIND thing and break up with him? Why make him suffer?
It's unfair of you to drag this guy through all this drama and forced to witness your self destructive behavior.
@NineMusesGirl,
Quote:I am suicidal but also promised him i won't commit suicide
People get to that place for only one reason. They have nothing to look forward to. Is that where you are at?
I'm waiting to find out what EDNOS means.
@ossobuco,
I Googled it for ya.
Eating
Disorder
Not
Otherwise
Specified
Whatever it is, the best we can do here is recommend counseling. NineMuse, we are rooting for you.
Keep us posted.
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