New Here - In a 10 Year Affair

Hello. I am new here - new to forums so not exactly sure how to navigate my way around. Was just wondering if anyone here is in a similar situation as me. I have been having an affair for the past 10 years. We are both married but cannot leave for very different but very good reasons. It is a very long story - I never thought this would be me - but here I am. I love my AP more than I have ever loved anyone and he feels the same way about me. We are in constant communication and trust each other completely.

I know most people would judge us and say what we are doing is wrong. I myself would have done the same thing years ago. But until you have walked in someone shoes - don't judge. If you knew my story you would not judge but understand.

I am curious if anyone else who is having an affair feels absolutely no guilt. I don't feel any guilt because I really did try to make my marriage work - but it is a two way street.