Quote:im really kind of scared.....ive been living at an rtc in co for almost 3 months and they think im ready to leave. im really excited and all....but im really afraid that im going to relapse and get back into old habits. yea i regret ever having started those habits because im only 15.....but since i have....i cant go back and change it.....im so scared.....i cant stay any longer because this place costs $9000 a month....no joke....the state is paying for me to be there......but they dont want to pay for me to stay any longer if they dont think i need to be there and im not going to act out because thats not what im there for....im just getting help for my drug problems.....so it would be pointless.....i mean....sooner or later i know that i have to face it......but im not sure i know where to start.....im afraid that i wont be able to resist....can anyone help me?
The first step I think it is to realize how much you've accomplished by being in the program.
Then take a good look at who you are now, versus who you were when you entered into it. Your'e different aren't you? Make a commitment to yourself that you will stay clean and sober, and try to stay committed to it.
And by all means, find a support group as Dadpad suggested...it can make a world of difference, because if nothing changes, then nothing changes.
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