all but the cocaine..
I have chamomile / valerian / green tea made
it is soothing my nerves
I have never in my life smoked in my house.
I think that is disgusting. I never smoke in my car either.
I have always been a very picky smoker.
I hate the smell of cigarettes and will go to the ends of the earth to make sure I dont smell like it.
I have a 'smoking' shirt I wear when I do smoke.
I go outside. I smoke, then i come back in and change my shirt, rinse my hair and wash my hands......
I never smoke before I work, and I never smoke around Bean.
Sometimes , my own smoking rules would stop be from having a cigarette all day. But no matter, I would notbreak my rules.
Now, I just wont smoke.