KP, are you sure we are not flatmates ?
Some of the cupboards in my mind are firmly locked. I don't dare open them for the fear of the demons which lurk behind those closed doors. While the room stays neat and organized majority of the time, it can descend into utter chaos almost instantly, and then it takes a long while for me to clear it up and restore the order which it is so used to. And ofocourse, depnding on the situation, some cupboards are locked, some are opened.
I also have some pictures hanging on the wall, almost all of them are of the same person - and even after hanging there was several years, they look like brand new, dust free, shining with their own inner light. When I feel too content, just one look at them pictures reminds me of what I have lost in life - in order to decorate my room with the most expensive of all things.....
<damn, this is making me sentimental>