If you only saw the way she looks at you
With wide-open eyes and a smile you cant resist
If you took one second out of your busy day
To notice this beautiful creature that does exist
If you could only feel what she feels
Though you may have never spoken a word
The love in her heart that she holds for you
Is unlike anything that you have ever heard
If you would stop chasing these other girls
The ones that only bring you down
Then maybe then youd see this girl
Even though youve never noticed her around.
But youre too ignorant to realize
The angel in front of your eyes
You break her heart every day
If you could only hear her cries
Shed give you her world in an instant
In hopes of sharing it with you
Shes everything youve always wanted
Your one love, pure and true
Start looking up for a publisher. In a few days you will have a full fledged anthology.
You know I have always wanted to publish a book but
1) I don't know if it is good enough
2) I don't know how to go about doing so
This anger, this rage. It never goes away.
I can't breathe, I can't live, I can't be.
I don't know where it came from and I don't know how it got here...
But I do know it is here to stay.
My eyes hide a whole new world.
A world better left unseen.
Fragments of my mind echo of what used to be
If you only knew what you did to me
How you left me broken and confused
This pain that flows through my veins
Anger sets in and I can no longer feel
I want this to end; I need it to stop
Tell me how to make it go away
So I can live for one more day
This anger, this rage. It never goes away.
I can't breathe, I can't live, I can't be.
I don't know where it came from and I don't know how it got here...
But I do know it is here to stay.
If you could only step into my mind
And see how fucked I truly am
Then maybe you could comprehend
The feelings that run through my body
And understand that I can no longer do this
If you could only realize
That there is only one-way to make it end
One way to stop the madness in my head
But with that comes a price
A label you can never live down
This anger, this rage. It consumes me.
I can't breathe, I can't live, I can't be.
I don't know where it came from, but I know it's here to stay.
Please tell me how to make it stop.
The riddle of life
Unsolvable
The reason for being
Undetermined
Will these answers ever be revealed?
The reason you left
Unknown
The pain you put me through
Unforgivable
Will you ever see what you've lost?
The magic of love
Undeniable
The feeling of bliss
Indescribable
Will I find my soul mate?
The fact that we die
Unchangeable
The fear of what's next
Uncontrollable
Will we all be together again?
I sit
Eyes closed
Hearing the clock tick away
The razor blade in my hand
Soaked and blood stained
Holds the only answer I know
A tear forms
Crystal blue and ice cold
Like the remainder of my heart
I open my eyes
Glance upon my reflection
A fragile and broken girl
I feel no pain
For I am already dead
A prisoner of time
I wait endlessly
Longing for the courage
To end my misery
I lye
Eyes closed
My clock no longer ticks.
