Re: Having an Epiphany -- What the Hell do I do????
I suggest you begin being a sinner. a Great sinner. No need to kill anybody, or to sell drugs to kids, but for the rest be a total and fundamentalist sinner. Like a mission: wake up in the morning thinking: I am already late for my first sin of the day.
Then, in a few years, when you become tired of sinning, unable to take any pleasure from it, then it's time to become a saint. And a lot easier.
Yessss! Sin first, become a saint later.... and tomorrow you can just repeat the process