Small People
Inside of you is a generous soul
But on the outside the people become small
For little people can no longer hurt you
Yet you have built a lonely tower,
That only a super human can reach
You are searching for a god
RexRed
May 26/08
I really wanna babble. I got so much "stuff" going through my head and I wish I could stop thinking... however, I don't know what I want to babble about - I just think babbling would be good right now.
Some thought (yes, even my own) defies all description and logic.
Lzzie your input here is welcome.
If I could even figure out an nth of what was going on my head that would be something. It amazes me that in a a few seconds -SO much can just flicker around up there - with no reason or logic. How does that happen. Remembering the past, in the present and the whole future - in a few seconds - conversations you've had, conversations you know you are going to have and the conversation you're having with yourself at the time you're thinking of the umpteen other things that are floating around - and most them pretty useless thoughts that wont come to fruition - they just bounce around of all the other stuff going on.
Oh - see what I mean - not got a darn clue of what's going on. Can't believe I'm even saying this out loud
What happened to today? Why did it go so fast? Was I having fun or is time slipping by without notice?
Life is comprised of circles which intersect at the crossing of consciousness.
RR
Life is a circle...
it goes round and round and round and round... you keep passing all the unresolveds, the happy, the sad, the good, the bad, the ugly, the never to be fixed, the "what am I doing bit - that's the worn thin part of the circle - to me it's a ring and has worn bit - the here, the now, the future.... then you find it spinning - bit like a gyroscope on a very thin wire - now that's a fascinating thing - seeing the look on my kids face when they first watched that.... spinning circles...
does this consitute babbling.... or nonsense? Maybe I should go to sleep and let it spin on in my confusing dreams.
What a load of tosh a? Or is this thread just a little above my babbling.
You are nailing this tread head on Lzzie. Thanks for your input!
All spin needs inertia and energy... Some, look through the hypnotic turns of thought to the seat of power and defeat negative energy at it's source.
The source of "the will".
Commitments, believing and action are all mental abilities.
The world will not obey without these three abilities all renewed in the inner person.
Oh - well inertia and energy - certainly thats apparent in Izzie world - all the positive energy - sometimes a very forced /active positivity - but it works to then get a balance, perspective and therefore a result - and inertia when I make changes in the momentum - sometimes uncontrollably
I think you may be talking more technical than me - - you words are sound - mine are "immature" and I am very complicated - my mental ability to turn around what happens within and around as it's spinning can be top notch, I can do that - I can turn the most ridiculous into a positive- giving committment, resources to others as well as helping me discover why it has to be done... coz that's where the future is... that day, the next being the future. Then 10 minutes later - or the next day - it all has to start again. Heck, it can in 5 minutes. So much positivity - little negativity - just spinning goes in the same direction... it just needs to let off for a while - you know, slow down - like - can we get of the roundabout for a little while - sit down and NOT THINK about anything - stop thinking - shut down. I know people who do that, shutdown - they find it helps them - but sure as heck it hurts others.
Each to their own.... whatever works..... just thougths never seem to stop do they. On and on and on - weird and wonderful.
I don't think I have negative energy - but I actually have to work at that. Positive energy comes easy mostly. Then people think you are positively loopy - turning stuff into positive and all sweetness and light and it isnt really like that. Its not about being false - it's about trying to get through and making it work. Isn't it?
Babbling to bed...
