I fear not having kids in the future. Help.

Christ on a cracker, you'll probably be virile into your sixties.

Life doesn't end at age 26.

1. men can produce viable sperm to quite an advanced age i.e. 60+

2. donating sperm doesn't mean you won't produce more sperm unless you're planning to have a vasectomy after donating sperm

3. plenty of people don't start their families until they are in their 30's and 40's

relax

The average age for a US man to have their first child is 28. I had my youngest child at 38. There is really no rush.

Quit obsessing on when other people do things. Happens when it happens or it doesn't. If you're this worried about it my thinking is your interest and desire is about other things than raising children. Some kind of control-thing.

I want to be a father though.

You are 20 years old and have decades to become a father.

Its because I always wonder of what my future would be.

As you've been told, it is silly for you to be worrying about needing to hurry to become a father. Reread people's posts to you.

Secondly, it is generally a good idea that one becomes a mature adult before becoming a father, and maturity develops quite gradually over years.

Third, you sound almost in love with the concept of being a father, which is putting the cart before the horse. The preferred mode is to care deeply for your partner and then, if you both agree, to become parents. Of course, sometimes it happens by mistake to immature people, and that is often a possible lifetime problem for the children.
What is behind this great desire of yours? Do you want to be a children's mentor because you have so much to teach them? Do you want to model yourself on some man you think leads a wonderful life? Whatever your reasons, worry about hurrying is off base.

One step at a time.

Make friends.

Enjoy soccer.

Find a winter sport.

Meet more people.

Date a few women over the next couple of years.

Fall in love sometime in the future.

Maybe find someone to marry and perhaps have children with.

Don't rush.

We all wonder.

Some of us are in our 50's, 60's and 70's and still wonder what our future will be like.

Its because I come from a big family and the oldest of my 5 siblings and really like spending time with them.

My father was 52, almost 53, when I was born. You have time dear...