@Ryansparks450,
Hi and welcome to A2K.
I think one thing you might want to try to do is separate out your feelings for your wife and your marriage (and whether it's over, whether you're inclined to stray, etc.) from any feelings you might have for having sex with men.
A well-trained counselor can help with this.
I urge you to go to one, and make an attempt to sort out your feelings. You might want to include your wife in at least some of these sessions. Don't blindside her if you feel, eventually, that it's over, or you want to come out as gay or bi, etc., as that's unfair to her. At minimum, you owe her that much, to give her a heads up that things aren't so rosy.