I'm getting married next year and I've been with my fiancé for 10 years now. I was only 16 years old when we started our relationship and he was 23 years old. We always had a nice relationship, nothing unfaithful or anything and he is a really great guy for me. I know that he adores me....We don't have any children, but plan on having at least 2.
In the past, when I was only 13 years old, I met my first love! We only dated for a couple of months, but it ended because I was too young to have a relationship and my parents were strict! We ended up not talking anymore;however, I always tought about him during my relationship with my current fiancé. Not everyday but he was always in my heart, if you know what I mean. Just recently, I threw away his love letters, thinking that I would never see him or talk to him again!
During last April, we started talking on Facebook. Now, we talk all the time and we developped some feelings for each other! He has a girlfriend and two children, and I feel really bad about it!
We seem to have a lot in common and now I have doubts if I should get married or not! My family and friends already know about it, the date is set and everything is booked, my wedding invitations are already bought....
Next week I will be on vacation alone at my parents house. So, we agreed to meet for one night only...This is my big question: Should I or should I not meet with him for one night only???? If I was already married, I know for a fact that I would never be unfaithful to my husband, but I'm not married yet. I've never slept with another man only my current fiancé. Sometimes I'm afraid that this will affect my relationship with my current fiancé. I didn't get a chance to enjoy my teenage years. My heart tells me that I should go, but I'm afraid at the same time. What does it mean if a love from your past comes back to you? PLEASE HELP!!!